So with my personality type I just, I love, I rarely meet an idea that I don't like. So how that translated for me was all of my hobbies. Anytime I'd read a book or heard something new, I'd want to turn it into a book.
So I did that very enthusiastically, but, enthusiasm will only carry you so far. And what I found after so many flops or things would get hard or difficult or boring, and I would just let it Peter out. And then I bounce off to the next thing. I was very undisciplined. And I resisted discipline.
I resisted habits and routine my entire life, because I thought it was for boring people. I thought there's, you're missing out on the party. If you go to bed at seven, so you can get trained for your marathon the next day, or took your business so seriously that you forgot. And I paid a huge price for that because what I learned through my results inventory, after, my last business collapsed and my relationships were affected, what I learned was that there was freedom and discipline, and I finally just sucked it up and I said, okay.
I tried it my way.
It obviously didn't work. So now I'm gonna just go. I went down this rabbit hole, exploring habits and routine, all the gurus. Talk about it. Anybody who's ultra successful talks about their regiment in their routine and how they just did the things they knew they needed to do. So I bit the bullet and I started doing that and that's when things really started to change for me.